When we were young they taught us to stand up & speak out
And when we're all grown and big they turn their words around They tell us not to talk & tell us to sit down
I won't sit in silence, I will not be ignored I will not be invisible or quiet anymore!!
(I don't care about profanity, I'm a big girl and can handle big people saying nasty things)

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Sunday, January 03, 2010

ALL I KNOW IS THAT SHE KILLED HER HUSBAND pt2

It started with her being silent during our group therapy sessions. Until session after session the groups dwindled down to her, me, and the therapist. And she started talking. She lit a cigarette and started staring at the corner of the room before she began speaking. She never even smoked a cigarette before she married him at 17 straight out of high school. They had a girl right away. But after marriage she started to realize his second life of drugs and cheating. She was upset at first but time after time you get used to it. And with the constant abuse, that she got used to too, he started giving her drugs until she was hooked. He used to bring home the dealers and make her fuck them for Heroin while he locked their daughter in her room. And once he ditched her with the dealers in the desert and took off. And she was theirs for 3 days. She sure did bring home the dough though. She was high and  devastated. Disgusted at her life and her husband and scared for her daughter. She was desperate and oppressed. She decided to end it and made sure he overdosed. She claimed he shot Heroin until he died. Her daughter was with relatives. She fled scared for her life. These crimes don't go easy in the said kingdom. Other than that she seemed like any normal human being sedated and stabilized in a mental hospital being treated from addiction. 

4 comments:

Phobos said...

I can't be but appalled by what she has gone through. Its quite horrifying and humbling to a spoiled brat like myself. Whats your input on this Isis ? What do you think? How do you feel about it?

Wafa' said...

she was in the worst situation possible and she only did what she can. does he deserve death ? yes. on her hand? dunno but no one can blame her. may god help her overcome her trouble :)

ISIS said...

I don't know. I feel bad for her that she has to go through all the guilt for someone who doesn't deserve it. He made her suffer during his life and after it. I feel bad because it was revenge and not justice. The justice falls on her having to suffer because of guilt and fear of repercussions from of what she did. I don't blame her because I understand her point of view. I feel her pain either way and either way I feel so sad for her.

El Monkez said...

I think that he deserved it & she had to do this at the end. Unless, she likes it & is happy with what he turned into. He turned her into a heroin prostitute, without any thought of their daughter, of her feelings or even cared about how this could be known at any time which means that both of them will be killed.
The only thing i don't understand is "how did he feel about all this? What kind of person would accept to pimp his wife for heroin?" Hasn't he got any manhood? any kind of pride or respect to himself at firs? May God help us all & protect us from these things...